Back to blogging.

I was studying halfway and got tired so went back to my computer and started to blog hop..

Oh well,

all of the sudden, i feel like blogging again. i'm serious! So please do tag me ya but i really don't know when will i stop blogging again. Haha.
And yes, N'level is really round the corner! Mid year's results was really bad. I shall not mention it anymore, its such a disgrace. I'm seriously going to work damn hard during the holidays, going for all the remedials that the teachers prepared for us. I need to go sec5! Time is precious.

the time now 12.49am, off to my lalaland~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING!
Sorry yah, unable to celebrate with you but i hope you enjoy your day.

Sorry for the super lack of update. Seriously, its not me being lazy to post. Its because i always wanted to blog when i accompany boyfriend to study but whenever i bring my lappy with me, he doesn't wanna study but when i didn't bring, he wants to study. So this is always the case, yup.

I am currently at Beijing right now.. its damn cold here. The lowest tempreture was -10 degree. I didn't expect it to be that cold. I can really freeze here. Today is my last day here.. tomorrow will be leaving for Hongkong. Yay! =) Will post pictures when i come back.


Nothing much.

I miss my boyfriend many many! Life is nothing without him.

A NEW MONTH...

So its a new month.. time passes real fast. Well, i enjoyed my holiday very much! Especially my birthday. =) I am going Beijing soon and it will be christmas when i come back.. Then a new year and school will be reopening. It means N-levels will be coming soon. All the best to me then! Hahas..

Accompany boyfriend to study on sunday at drive thru mac.. Yup, really enjoy my time with him. I was out from 8am to 9pm yesterday! Damn long right? Lol.. 13 hours. Went lots of places like NgeeAnnPoly, Hub, Bugis, SSDC.. hahas. But today was boring.. stayed at home the whole day. Sigh.. i guess today is the first time i've chatted so less with boyfriend. We messaged halfway.. suddenly there isn't any reply from him. I forced myself to sleep in the afternoon in order not to think too much.

And boyfriend gave me an advice about the way i blog.. he say i should put captions for those pictures i post on my entry. Hmm.. i shall heed that advice starting from this post! =)


Pictures:

Let me sleep too since bf is sleeping..

Bf was suppose to be in the picture. HAHA..

my bf is a pig, fattybombom.

look at the camera la.. stupid.

disgusting bf.

my pretty pretty lappy!

He is unwilling to take this picture lor.

Look studious eh.

alright, end here. bye.

I am back from malaysia, Peiyong came along this time. Haha.. i ate a lot today. Growing fatter and fatter. I wanna excercise! Alright, shopped at Jusco. Py and me bought a tee-shirt at SUB. Had cake at secret recipe, i was damn frustrated man! Firstly, i wanna eat tomyam speggs then they told me their kitchen close. Secondly, i wanted oreo cheese cake but they told me there's no more already. Thirdly, i ordered oreo milkshake and they came with vanilla milkshake instead. Omg! We made our back to Singapore at around 7.30pm..

I miss boyfriend a lot now.. haven't had a proper chat with him since i came back. Well, later maybe? Haha.. i am seriously in love with the shawl that dear bought it for my birthday present!

Pictures :

Enough of pictures. Sigh.. i miss my friends seriously! Amelia, Constance, Joanne, Weitong, Jieting and others..

I miss crapping with Amelia and Constance!

I miss sitting 25 back home with Joanne!

I miss playing Mahjong with Weitong and pinching his chubby face!

I miss hearing Jieting to shoot me and me shooting him back!

Hahas.. lets meet out soon yah. ♥

byeee!

Oh, today isn't a good day for me. Why am i so petty today? I get mad at small little stuff so easily. Sorry boyfriend, clique, dad&mum. Sigh.. it suppose to be a happy day but yup, i think i screwed it all. A big big sorry to boyfriend!

So actually was suppose to meet clique at Novena's TCC but bf and me was angry so we went orchard to have dinner ourselves instead. We are famished lor. Slacked at orchard for awhile and headed back to AngMoKio to meet clique. Sat bus261 with bf to look for Huiying but ended up we went to look for Xiaozhen and Yongqiang because of some reasons. Bf accompany me to wait for bus55 and i went back home. Sadly, i need to get back home early.

I really wish to spend more time with bf. Parent going in JB tomorrow and it been a long time i've accompany them in with brother so i shall be a good girl yah. At the same time, missing someone is really hard. Should i go? 0.o

Thanks for those who wish me a happybirthday on my tagboard or with messages. =)
So last saturday was my birthday.. i really had lots of fun. Thanks boyfriend, daddy mummy, clique and cousins. I am officially 15 now! Still young.. but its ok. I shall be young and mature.

On 21st November, went to bf's school to look for him. We had lunch together and just nice my brother ended lessons so he came to look for us. We sat bus to fareast to meet Gavin and Huiying. Shop around there and we decided to Shee-Sha! Mrt to Lavender and look for it. Cool! We found a restaurant and the atmosphere there was damn nice to have a puff of sheesha. Hahas. It was the first time i had sheesha and what a great experience! The feeling of it was pretty nice and relax. Well.. i guess i would be addicted to it. And we sat bus back to AMK so the clock strike 12 and thanks boyfriend to be the first to wish me a happy birthday.

Saturday, 22 November! I wish myself a happy birthday! =) Yup, had a swim in the afternoon at Gavin uncle's condo. The BBQ food came and we started the fire.. eat, talk, slack and we packed up. Headed for sheesha again! Haha addictions? maybe..
Pictures shall do the talking instead because i have nothing much to elaborate on.

PICTURES are random and some are on either 22nd or 21st novmember, enjoy!

Sisters!

Thanks for putting cream on me ah! ;D

Thanks for the flower, bro!~

Thanks clique and boyfriend for the presents!

Cousins, thanks for the present.

So its brother and Baoguang's birthday.

My winnie the pooh icecream cake! loves it~

Lastly,

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! =)

Well.. like i said, i don't enjoy being emo. But again, i would like to post an emo post.

I am facing 2 kinds of friend in my life now. The first kind of friend is who will be there for you, care for you when you really need them, will say things that they do not like about you straight into your face. The second kind is hypocrites and backstabbers. So if you were to choose which kind of friend to be with, which will be your choice? Its common sense that you would choose the first kind.

I felt so stupid to even feel guilty to leave you behind and go with my another bunch of friends. So actually, i am not needed at all right? Thanks ah.. thanks for telling me all the white lies like: '' i will be there for you when you need me. '' And at my back was : '' she is irritating. '' I can't deny that it doesn't hurt. But from now onwards, i will no longer trust you and my limits has been pushed to the furthest by you. I still wanna show appreciations for those times when you are with me when i needed you. I cherish it. But there will never gonna be a 2nd time anymore..

So... this is friendship? No it isn't. You are smart enough to know who you are.

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Second thing i wanna say is a big sorry to the following people: Huiying, Baoguang, Gavin. I made you guys worry. I sincerely apologise about it. And randomly mention, the first kind of friends i am referring to is them. I hope you guys won't dissapoint me.
Hmmm,
Thanks Huiying for caring me like a sister 24/7. Even at late nights when i text you, i would still be able to get a reply back.
Thanks Baoguang for always caring for me even though i keep crying and crying. You will never stop consoling me and get sick of it.
Thanks Gavin, i bomb your phone ealier on and thanks for making that so important call for me. Thanks people!

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Lastly, not forgetting to mention a person that has become real important in my life. You know who you are. Don't wish to say your name out. Yup. Sometimes, fate is really weird but i wanna thank it. Thanks for allowing me to know such a wonderful person. He makes me wanna love him more and more each day. Although his words really do hurt at times. But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how much my heart hurts, it doesn't matter how much countless tears i would have drop for you. All i know is i am concentrating to love you and give you the best that i could give, thats all. Sorry for what happen just now. My lips spoke what heart didn't mean. I am truly, sincerely sorry about it. But i will keep what i've promise you definitely.

And there is something i wanna say, if one day you feel lousy, you feel stress, just know i'll always be there to support you, to make you smile, to make you happy. Thank you for being such a blessing in my life dear. Now that i have you, I know i'm never going to let go. I'll never let you go. I love you.

Dear, promise me your love will never fade for me can?

Am i asking too much?
edmundchangguiming is loved./